20 More to go……

A dreamer is one who can only find his way by moonlight, and his punishment is that he sees the dawn before the rest of the world.
Oscar Wilde

Experiences in life are supposed to make life easier. But in reality they don’t, every REPEATED action becomes tougher; the tests get tougher to pass. I always did take pride in the fact that I’ve never felt the need to spread my hands in front of anyone or compromise on the one thing no one can take from you, only you can give away is your DIGNITY.

There comes a time in life when you feel that all that you strive to be is an utter lie, your self- respect is all you have, the ability to be beaten up, abused by the power of the almighty.His biggest blessing to you is the ability to look at yourself in the mirror and still be arrogant. The pace, at which the blood rushes in my veins, sends life into this blur of oblivion, where in retrospect things are much clearer.

Imagine living the same pain, agony, the nightmares and all the harsh realities for another 20 times… most people will never understand this, why? Cause what’s a little compromise on dignity, what if you shed the veil of decency to let go of all you stand for. I’ve done it before I’ll do it again, alone.

How can a woman be expected to be happy with a man who insists on treating her as if she were a perfectly normal human being.