Goldfish and Eagles

Tell a man there are 300 billion stars in the universe and he'll believe you. Tell him a bench has wet paint on it and he'll have to touch it to be sure. ~Murphy's Law

Preaching is not everyone’s cup of tea but then again I’m a coffee person. Most people with limited thinking believe that preaching is restricted to just words, but if words were the only form of preaching the spiritually and literally deaf would be at the hard end of the bargain.

We go through life not realizing the importance of time, our own and others. We all live in different time frames which are hard to decipher as a group, our lives we measure in days and years. And still these days and years are different for various people, for some the dawn of responsibility comes earlier than they like, and its honor learning from them, for others facebook plays an important role in life and who they go to cbm with…!!! And for the rest it’s a wedding or vacation missed.

On the brink of losing out something not so important, I wonder what the future holds for me. I wonder the path I choose will take me to my desired destination, although life has not been so kind to me. Structure in what we lack in life, all the rules and regulations, money and freedom, the power and authority has a downside to it as well. New chapters in life, new journey, it’s time to write a whole new story. If time was money then I would be fucking rich!

Needle No. 3

“Morality is simply the attitude we adopt towards people whom we personally dislike.”
Oscar Wilde quotes

A taste of my own medicine today; it was bitter sweet. I always believe that people including myself like to play victim. People like to be in places where they hurt the most. They like to be insulted and told what to do. They find solace in taking advice from those confused. And most importantly they will stay confused till the rest of eternity.

I hate to make the excruciating pain an excuse for everything, but I found out today that there is something that hurts much more. Never really mattered if anyone got me or not, there were just few people that mattered, that’s lost too. The regret well is the waste of time and more important waste of emotions. It’s easy to get something of someone else’s identity (profile) but when the same is asked from you, you get crippled… I know whores whom done a lot to get a movie, or to get tight with the first man of a linguistics society. I’ve never seen someone desperate enough to be with them… until now that is.

My problem, I live on my own terms I will die on my own. I don’t let people govern my decision, I let my EGO decide... and from where I see it, it ain’t so bad. Morality for me is the inability to see someone destroying the person I love, dignity is asking for my right without being ashamed … only problem is that these are all one sided and reserved for certain people.

“Religion is an insult to human dignity. With or without it, you'd have good people doing good things and evil people doing bad things, but for good people to do bad things, it takes religion.”