It feels
like one of those days when things are just not going your way, the problem is
that I have had those days every day for
the past year or so. It feels like everyone is out to get you, but obviously
that isn’t true since you aren’t that special. I always thought I was right,
but 30 years into existence you realize everything was a lie. This might even
be a midlife crisis, but the
line is thin, and time is short.
Many people
struggle with finding their purpose in life; it’s more common than you think.
The chances are you are probably living someone else’s life or fulfilling
someone’s wishes other than your own. When people lose hope, they put
their trust in things which are nothing but self fulfilling prophecies like the
Greek drama Oedipus Rex thus the theory Oedipal Complex.
If you are
dealing with some sort of mental illness, be assured you will have to do it
alone. I might seem idle, but in
reality I’m really busy in my head. People would generally advise you
to cheer up or stay positive. But in reality the positivism is just to mask those actions that have done others wrong. Just because you have justified it
in your head doesn’t mean its right.
The worth you have assigned to others is usually
the incompetence you are trying to hide yourself. But hey, whatever works
right.
Giving
charity from robbing the right of others hardly seems fair, morality doesn’t
come from religion but from within. The simple lessons
I’ve learnt in life is, money isn’t everything (but usually the cause of stress
and anxiety) and it's okay
to have some fun once in a while.
